Tuesday, June 29, 2010

I don't believe in miracles...I rely on them

Okay friends,so this is that time of the year again when the chirping of birds seems to be monotonous to me.....when I am unable to differentiate between red and green,or blue and yellow,or even brown and orange!!All seem black and white to me.Yeah...it is now that once again I realise the 'nashwar-ness' of this life and the uselessness of getting into this earthly 'moh-maya'...."I ought to be concentrating more on how to swim across the 'bhao-sagar' than on these trivial things",something inside me echoes :P...
Even a mosquito seems to be luckier than me during this time..(Actually I really do have a soft corner for mosquitoes :D !You all will get to know more on this in my next post!So,keep checking my blog ;) :D )

What you all are thinking?No...I haven't lost my mind (Literally :P)!These symptoms are of approaching exams and it is now that I realise how,in the past months,I have only mastered the art of wasting time :D !

At times I do think what is the need of studying and why the hell do we need to sit for exams :( !"DUST THOU ART TO DUST RETURNEST"....then why??(Any satisfactory answer to this is welcome ;) )

Anyways...once again I resolve to study consistently in my next session..(Nevermind even if its one of those thousand resolutions which is going to die away once I pass this critical situation :D ).For the time being I pray to God to overlook the time I spent lazing around and to wave His magic wand for a (never ending) last time!

I hate people who BELIEVE that some miracle would come as their saving grace,after wasting time in the entire session!Arrey baba....why believe??Rely on them na :D!God never lets His children down. :)

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

MY FIRST CLASS AT PRESI

A rainy morning was the beginning.i just hate rainy days-- "water water everywhere"!and this was the start of a new chapter in my life......the first day of my college.i woke up pretty early..i guess at 7 o'clock...(thats quite early for me :D )..There was a kind of enthusiasm....and a disbelief too..i couldnt believe that finally my school days were over!

I had my class at 10 o'clock.I had planned the previous night that leaving my house at 8:30am would be enough for reaching college on time.The journey to the bus stand took 20mins and there I saw a neverending line for bus!I stood at the end of the line and heard some women grumbling on the irregularity of the bus service.A little later a bus arrived...."I would miss the last window seat",I said to myself.though it was raining quite heavily and I wouldn't be able to open the window,but i still wanted to sit on a window seat.I skiped my turn,and stood in the next bus' line,oblivious of the time.it was when i left my turn,i realised that it was 9:20am."I would be late",i mumbled,"but the window seat is worth it"..I pacified myself.

After about 10mins the next bus arrived.I was delighted to get my desired seat.I occupied my seat and took out my cell and started sending sms-s!I had wondered before what would I do for 45mins on my way to college....and the idea of sending sms-s seemed a good idea :D !

9:55am and still a long way to go.It was obvious I wouldn't reach on time.I started feeling guilty for leaving the first bus for a silly window seat!I called up one of my classmates to inquire if the class had started.Thankfully the class did not start yet but I learnt our HOD was going to take the first class.now that was a bad news.first day of my college and I was going to be terribly late in my first class.Silly thoughts began to criss cross my mind...."would our HOD mark me as a late comer in the coming 3yrs of my college life??after all first impression is the last impression"!!


10mins past 10...and I was standing infront of CU!another 6-7mins walk from here.I literally began to run,at the same time careful of not slipping ( I m very (in)famous for slipping and falling in the most unexpected situations :P ,and the wet road just increased the probability!!)....

I finally reached Baker's.As I began ascending the stairs....I was reminded of the story my biology sir had told me once...actually it was a true incident....it was on these stairs of Baker....where Netaji had slapped Oten,a white professor!As I was climbling,I started wondering if it was actually here where Netaji had actually stood and slapped him.I had no time to wait there and ponder more on the incident.I started walking fast through the corridor.


A man standing in the corridor asked me "first yr??"...I nodded nervously "yes"....he replied back,"class shuru hoygeche to.....".....i didnt wait there for him to end.....and his voice slowly faded away..."taratari jao.....sir rege jaaben....".....this only made me more nervous!

I was literally frightened when I knocked on the door,expecting a "good" scolding in front of the entire class!"how embarassing it is to get scolded on the first day ....infront of new class mates"...i wondered!I asked feebly if I could come in....From inside came a voice.."come in".....I looked at the entire class and then gave a glance at the professor standing infront of the projector screen...."take your place"..he said to me..

I looked for place in the dark....and sat in the last row of the gallery.the class ended after about half an hour.I had attended the first class of my college :)