I am a very boring person. Well...it might not be a very
appropriate sentence to start your post with but couldn’t think of anything
else that would suit better. I sleep at 12 o’clock at night and wake up at 7:30
in the morning....do all sorts of boring chores which regular people do and then
rush to my morning classes.
I don’t follow much in the classes though. Sometimes I would
just stare blankly at the board (mostly because I am too lazy to either blink
or look somewhere else :P).... sometimes I would be lost in the thoughts of
people who are ignorant about the spectrum produced by a compound or are
oblivious to the fact so as to what would happen if a particular amino acid is
replaced by something else in the alpha helix!! Is life too tough for them?
Obviously the answer is no. Then why it isn’t the same for me? Why do these
facts seem so indispensable to me? It seems my life would stall without the
answers! Frustrated and dejected, I decide to pack my bag and leave for some
place unknown..away from the people I know. Just then, the instructor pulls me
back to this earthly world by asking a question or enquiring if I am still
there in the class!
I really wish I could go home..to my city. Not that I have
been forced to stay here. But I have always wished for it ever since I had to
stay away .... right from my postgraduate days. I feel a connection with
Kolkata, which I have failed to make with any other city I have lived in. It has
a charm of its own which draws you towards it. Anyways, you will find a lot of
articles about Kolkata but not on my life :P ..the sole reason why I started
writing on it this evening.
Well, nothing seems too interesting to me to hold back my
attention for long. Change seems to be the only key to hold me back to this
world. But then again I hate changes. So you see the problem ;).
Anyway, it’s almost time for my dinner. I have spent more
than two years of my life living in hostel, still I have not become comfortable
with the timely meals. The strict schedule seems to encroach on my freedom!!
Thanks for reading this to the end! The most mundane thing on my blog! For a
change I thought writing gibberish would help me get away with my boredom!
